Nikoshi

I am a fool I gave so many chances Each time you dissapointed Each time you broke it You broke another piece of me So full of hate and, spite You always think you're right I don't want to become What you're turning me into I wish I could trust again I don't want to become cold Just like you I never want to be Fooled like that again I thought you could change But you haven't changed at all In the midst of this lies Another piece of me dying Another leaf wilts and falls Off the tree of my heart I feel like a fool Why did I trust you? I feel like I tool I feel so used Why do I care? Why did I try to make things right?

The smile has faded The tears won't come A face of pain A soul growing colder As I lie broken from the fall Wanting to escape it all No one seems to hear my calls Please... free me from these walls I don't want grow cold I don't want to be alone I don't need another shell But it seems I can no longer trust It seems I'm not allowed to be happy In the moonless night I lay and, stare at the ceiling Ever so alone, unable to dream Brokeness and cynicism Tear away at the heart Hoping for a friendly face Hoping for a kind voice Hoping for a helping hand I feel so alone... Will I ever smile again Will I ever cry again I'm los